i'm not liking things at the moment. the job is *meh.* every week i have to go to an elementary school. i don't really like going. i feel it's a waste of time seeing as there are monthly gaps between the schools i visit. there is no english taught when i'm not there. so i go and make a total monkey of myself teaching these kids something that they're gonna forget as soon as i leave the room.

financially, this month hasn't been pretty.. i just got paid last week and a big chunk of my money is gone. not to mention the fact that i need to spend more money on train tix and a hotel for my friend's wedding.

home is s0 s0. i can't find the time to give my place a good cleaning. i'm so tired when i get home from work that i end up taking a nap. i haven't cooked a good dinner in months, i think. and, clothes are forever hanging inside my house. i can't hang them outside for the fear of rain. it takes forever to dry when they're hung inside the house. and, as so as they are dry i have a fresh load of laundry to do.